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Movies
03:44
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I don’t often go out - I don’t often get drunk
I don’t often strike up - superficial conversation
I’m not known to be the one
With the good looks and sparkling personality
Who draws a crowd - with her jokes and flirtation
But when I do - I do it like I’ve seen in movies
I act a part like I am in a movie - nobody can tell
I fool the world - I learnt all I know from what I seen in movies
I’m glamourous and gorgeous like in movies
While I pretend to be myself
When I hang out with friends - there’s so much going on
When all everybody wants to do is talk and talk and talk
It always gets so loud
I prefer to meet one on one - or just to be alone
But sometimes the occasion - calls for me to be part of a crowd
And when I am - I’m a part of it just like I’ve seen in movies
I speak my lines just like they do in movies - I shine like the sun
I fool the world - I act a part like I am in a movie
I have a strong suspicion that the truth is - I’m not the only one
I can not believe -I haven’t been found out yet
I can not believe they fall for – every word that I say
I don’t often have sex - with a person I’ve just met
I don’t often lie - with a strangers body close to mine
But when I do - I do it like I’ve seen in movies
I act it out like I am in a movie - all dirty and fun
No inhibitions - like in the X-rated movies
I’m loud just like the girls in the movies - I do it like I’ve seen it done
Am I the only one?
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I Can't Love You
03:20
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You say were two of a kind you and I
I say we couldn’t be more different
You insist you want no hold on me
But I already feel the edge of your need
You claim you will not keep me down
But I already feel the weight
You say we can have an open relationship
But I already sense your jealousy
I can’t - I can’t love you - there’s nothing for you here
I can’t love you - don’t even try to convince me
I feel you reaching out for me
But I don’t wanna be your Jesus
You’re a bundle of insecurity and I’m pretty fucked up myself
I have no interest in the goods you’re trying to sell
You say you’ll let me do what I need to do
But I already feel your resentment
You say we can always always be honest
But I already felt your rage
I can’t - I can’t love you - there’s nothing for you here
I can’t love you
Yeah we got a bit of conflict of interest
You wanna be with me but I know it’ll never work
There’s nothing you can do – to change this
So go find a girl who likes to be kept on a short leash
There’s nothing for you here
I can’t – I can’t love you – there’s nothing for you here
I can’t - don’t even try to convince me
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Open Heart
03:56
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For the first time – I put my own needs
and what I wanna do
before the opportunity to be with you
So strange and unfamiliar
But I love it – I love it
I wanna be recognised for my art
I want to love with an open heart
I wanna move at my own pace
I wanna ride in my own lane
For the first time – I have my own life
And I don’t feel alone - Got everything I need
Freedom like I’ve never known
At every turn – So strange and unfamiliar
But I love it – I love this
I wanna be recognised for my art
I want to love with an open heart
I wanna move at my own pace
I wanna ride in my own lane
I wanna feel the freedom on my skin
Be brave enough to let it in
I wanna get to know who I really am
I wanna get to know who I really am
And dare to belive in myself
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Sun
03:24
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I came across yet another sun shining so brightly
I reached out my hands out to get warm
Your demenour and straight out words surely seem to invite me
like a mirage shining through the desert storm
I feel myself kicking off
feet leaving the ground
like so many times before
I’ll lose myself to never be found
Even when I reach deep to display the best of me
Everything I offer seem to wither in your heat
I long to be a part of you – and the life that you lead
I am drawn, I am sold, I am beat
I feel myself kicking off
feet leaving the ground
like so many times before
I’ll lose myself to never be found
I know the drill by now the signs are all here
I get to work and build a piedestal for you my dear
I will never consider us equal, although you think I’m way cool
I get nervous, unsure, feel clumsy and dull
half my vocabulary
seem to dissapear I never get to tell
All the stories from my collection showing off myself
I feel myself kicking off
feet leaving the ground
like so many times before
I’ll lose myself to never be found
(until next time)
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Battlefield
04:16
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Remember how we were so soft together
Naked in every way
I don’t understand what happened
Since those days
Distrust boredom blame
and now finally hate
And we meet on the battlefield
Ready to fight to the death of us both
The white flag long turned dark
and soiled with stains of wasted hope
We meet on the battlefield
Ready to fight to the death of us both
Leaving behind what once was all
Aiming to hurt like its all that we know
Remember how we swore this wouldn’t happen
Never to us
Together we’d mount any obstacle
We’d come across
Now I no longer recognize
our picture of love
And we meet on the battlefield
Ready to fight to the death of us both
The white flag long turned dark
and soiled with the trails of wasted hope
We meet on the battlefield
Ready to fight to the death of us both
Leaving behind what once was all
Aiming to hurt like its all that we know
Throw down your armour remind me who you are
Or bury your knife deep in my heart
If we are so far gone already
I just want it to be over
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Kat Boelskov Copenhagen, Denmark
Self-centeredness personified with empathy galore-
Lazy-ass procrastinator with strong work
ethics-
Maneater extraordinaire with sapphic tendencies-
Megalomaniac with miniscule self-esteem-
Rock’n’roller with slippers and herbal tea-
Complete amateur with ironcast belief in own ability to create amazing music.
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