1. |
Everything
03:10
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Everything i could possibly want is here with me
All so familiar and yet like some strange land
Everything excactly as it appears to be
And I know my own mind, like the back of your hand.
I love this - maybe too much
I cant contain – I’m full up
Inside of me - pressure builds
I feel - so fulfilled
My cheeks they hurt from smiling
But this is not enough
So I have to disengage
for a moment and get up
And get out - let it out
Or im gonna explode
This is not enough - this is not enough
So I have to leave you for a moment and get up
And get out - let it out -Or I’m gonna explode
This is not enough
This is not enough
So I have to leave you
for a moment and get up
And get out
Let it out
Or I will explode
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2. |
Disengage
03:45
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Ready - Set - Disengage
One mind - one heart
One body - one wish
Too close - for too long
Separate beings - fusioned
Melting together - breathing eachother
Loosing sense - of where it ends and begins
Nothing else - in the world
Seem to matter - at all
Fulfilled - complete
Nothing left - to achieve
Come back - to the real world
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3. |
Tapestry
05:16
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My memories
Weave a tapestry
Of faded colours
Some are beautiful some are dark
But all a part of me, my history
All the madness it harbours
I would change so many things
If I could do it all again
Erase mistakes and doubt and fear
Wont be given one more try
Not a chance to make it right
Still then I would not be here
And I don’t mind
No I don’t mind
At all
I’ve commited crime
The ones I called mine
showed me love I stole and ran
I have shown poor sense of judgement
I’ve traded truth for lies, friends for time
Led the way for the fall of man
With my past before my eyes
I know if given one more try
I would not waste it
Make it up to everyone
Still the person I’ve become
Is who I must stay with
And I don’t mind
No I don’t mind
At all
I would love to learn to let go of all of these regrets
Or I will keep collecting til the hour of my death
They break my back they weigh me down
They’re no good once you have reflected
On what went wrong and why and how
It’s possible to for it to be corrected
In the same situation another time another town
Once you’ve chewed it up, learned what you could
You spit it out I know I should
Not dream of change what can’t be changed
You can’t go back and rearrange
All the chances you didn’t take
All the sceletons you kept hidden
All the things you said and done you wish you didn’t
It’s wasted wasted wasted
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4. |
Peace
03:05
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I don’t feel like dancing
I don’t feel like talking much
I don’t feel like plaing wild or sweet games
Or go hunting
For a strangers thrilling touch
I don’t feel like being loud
Only wish to enjoy all that surrounds me
I don’t feel the need to paticipate
And disturb this peace
That has found me
I don’t need to turn no heads
I don’t crave to be seen at all
I just need to feel the beats and feast my eyes
On everyone
Moving to the same call
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5. |
Girls in love
02:41
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Girls in love’s got nothing to live for
There’s nothing you can do to help
Girls in love
’coz they’re in love
and only love can make them happy
only love can solve all their problems
only love can make everything ok
but oh no
not just any kind of love will do
for these girls
they think they need the kind of romantic love
sexual love
intimate love
that only their special loved one can provide
that special someone who they’re in love with
don’t come to girls in love with ideas on how to make this love
go away
don’t come to them with suggestions of diversions
don’t come to them with your own love
you feel for them
don’t tell them how much they’re loved
by how many amazing people
that kinda love doesnt measure up
at all to the kind of love they think they need
when they’re in love hey
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6. |
This time
04:17
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This time
you need it to be true
this time
you need that something to save you
there was never any option but to believe
that you finally had arrived into that perfect place
this time
you can't afford to lose
this time
there will be no afterwards for you
it's the only way you think you're able to survive
so you cling on to this feeling and just pray it stays
this way
if it all falls through this time
there will be no more emergency recources
as you prepare to hit the ground
you know you'll take the full force of the impact
this time
You didn't learn enough to understand it
should have taken yourself some more time
but when it felt so far from right
there was no way you'd ever comprehend
the time misspent
in life
it wasn't really worth the fight
there was no way you'd ever win this one
although you like to claim you’re always right
there was just no way you'd ever win this one
to make a major decision
you gotta use the clues that you're given
choose your destination, give it all
stand or fall
and arrive
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7. |
Mood
03:23
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Forvildede løber vi rundt
Jager skyggerne af alt formange drømme
Uendelige valg og muligheder
Gør det svært at dømme
Kroppe der er som ramt af slag og skud
Findes bedst tilrette i et mørklagt rum
Hvor vi ikke mærker andres øjne
Øret er lukket og talen stum
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8. |
1 thing u should know
03:24
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There is one thing you should know
I’ll be honest before we go - any further
I get in such terrible moods
and I will probably take it out on you
But if you’re ok with that
Let’s carry on this chat
There are two things you should know
I’ll be straight with you before we go – any further
I cannot bear to be critizised
If you do it I will start to cry
But if you still agree
You can be my cherí
There are three things you should know
You might as well before we go – any further
I like to have my fun
You wont be the only one
If you can’t live like this
We better give this thing a miss
There are four things you should know
Get it outta the way before we go – any further
Nomatter how close we’ll be
I’ll let you down when you really need me
So only if you understand
We might stand a chance
There are five things you should know
I’ll admit it before we go – any further
The second you look at another girls face
I’ll fly into a jealous rage
But If you can live with it
We could be a perfect fit
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9. |
Scars
05:04
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You trace my scars with your fingers
You don’t see unsightly twisted ugliness
But something as much a part of me
As the beautiful curve of my lip
You see me for who and what I am
You know it all and still accept
Without trying to twist me or cut me or mould me
Into a more suitable fit
When you speak - The light of compassion
and acceptance -Shines through your words
And I still find it hard to believe
Anytime I need
Validation and reassurance
Or when it really hurts - You always give your time to me.
You don’t mind my dark at all - You hold it like no one could
I’m not used to not having to hide - The face of my demons
I don’t ever feel I wear you out
Or outstay my welcome with you
I know you don’t keep score -I know I don’t owe you anything
You - have helped me
Grow so much - and taught me to trust
I am not worthless - I am not unwanted
I am a much greater person than I ever knew
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10. |
Peace remix
07:21
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Same as 'Peace'.
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11. |
Stronger
03:16
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I know a part of you died
But you are still alive
I know you’re stronger than you think
You are
So when you’re ready to get up
And your spark has lit again
We’ll go dancing til the sun comes up
over the water
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Kat Boelskov Copenhagen, Denmark
Self-centeredness personified with empathy galore-
Lazy-ass procrastinator with strong work
ethics-
Maneater extraordinaire with sapphic tendencies-
Megalomaniac with miniscule self-esteem-
Rock’n’roller with slippers and herbal tea-
Complete amateur with ironcast belief in own ability to create amazing music.
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